Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 9:59 PM
Clueless...
I began to think itx becoming hard as time and days passed by...
Firstly, I'm jobless...
doing nothing...earning nothing...
Each time, i had a planned on what i wanted to do...
the next moment... i was sitting down staring at the empty spaces again...
Well....
February... will just be in a day time...
yet i felt that i'm already jobless for a year....
do you noe how bad it felt just sitting at home....
When my sister is around they will be doing the house chore...
While i only have to get my younger sibling to school... prepared their breakfast...
and fetch them back in the afternoon.....
Other than that I'll just be staring at this damn computer....
Slacking away....
other than blogging....
computer games.... watch tv3. drama....
and of course finishing a whole series of my korean drama...
I began to feel sick...
Falling sick staying home...
I began to miss the outside world...
I began to miss everything....
being late to work/school...
forgetting to bring my things....
chasing the bus...
looking at my hp/watch time every now and then...
Sometimes i just asked myself...
why? is my future turns horrible...
i nvr ever thought that i'm going to be jobless....
it nvr meant to be that way...
But what the used of regreting now...
itx no used...
just by looking at the past itx already worse...
I'm just trying to move on and put all the past behind me...
Haix...
I can't believe my dreams just shattered on the floor right in front of my eyes...
...
everything just seem to be a nightmare for me...
Firstly, I'm jobless...
doing nothing...earning nothing...
Each time, i had a planned on what i wanted to do...
the next moment... i was sitting down staring at the empty spaces again...
Well....
February... will just be in a day time...
yet i felt that i'm already jobless for a year....
do you noe how bad it felt just sitting at home....
When my sister is around they will be doing the house chore...
While i only have to get my younger sibling to school... prepared their breakfast...
and fetch them back in the afternoon.....
Other than that I'll just be staring at this damn computer....
Slacking away....
other than blogging....
computer games.... watch tv3. drama....
and of course finishing a whole series of my korean drama...
I began to feel sick...
Falling sick staying home...
I began to miss the outside world...
I began to miss everything....
being late to work/school...
forgetting to bring my things....
chasing the bus...
looking at my hp/watch time every now and then...
Sometimes i just asked myself...
why? is my future turns horrible...
i nvr ever thought that i'm going to be jobless....
it nvr meant to be that way...
But what the used of regreting now...
itx no used...
just by looking at the past itx already worse...
I'm just trying to move on and put all the past behind me...
Haix...
I can't believe my dreams just shattered on the floor right in front of my eyes...
...
everything just seem to be a nightmare for me...
profile: My Little Discreet
Suriah
-Prefer to be known as ARIEL OR CUYA OR ANASYAH
-REACHING THE AGE OF 91 ON THE 27 JUNE..
-AS BEEN SINGLE FROM 2008
-BUT DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH A GUY
-BUSILY WORKING UNDER THE SWATCH GROUP AS A SALES PROMOTER
I'm always known to be very busy/lazy person to almost everyone
Unlike any other girls; i'm more to myself therefore i claim myself unsocialize person
But that doesnt mean i'm not friendly or lame and nonsence person..
I'm prone to talking crappy non-stop and being having a untamed tamper
I tend to be difficult and stubborn person.
wishlist: Grant me this will ya?
-Love and Care-Socialize me with the unknown world
-A trip to Paris(the effiel tower)i must say
-Finding my way through life
-Making Profit in a unbeatable form
-Walking a life of my own
-Hoping that he will love me
-A collection of newer fashion design
-A New Lappy(my own spoilt le) -A collection of HK
TILL THEN I GUESS
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