Once in a life time.

Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 8:02 AM

busy....

This few day... i've been busy talking to celeste on the phone....
It lyk 1 day can talk like almost 30mins...
....
i give up....
i want to intro c.y.c to celeste but suddenly...
celeste say she bring along him...
hahaha.....

nonsence....
hahaha....

see u next thursday...

Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 6:36 AM

lolx

One day off...
Finally i when out to meet my two dearest darling...
Jeff and Nisa...
Well... actually spend lyk 15mins chatting with Abg Az...
Too many Story I heard....
But before that...
I go eat lunch with c.y.c...
well...c.y.c is just one of my chinese guy friends...
he different is some way...
and i can't believe i might i like him...
Aniwae, this saturday...
i'm going down to mac early in the morning....
To meet my long long dearest crew, hafiza...
I used to not like her...
but now...yeah i admit...
she is one of my favourite crew....
Sometimes i wonder how people can get too close with someone in the first place they actually dont like....
Strange ryte?
I used to say to myself that i' cant get along with Nisa...
But now...i'm super close to her...
geez, magic ryte....

I cant wait to go out with celeste next week...
Go WHERE? i dont noe..
but we just want to spend our times together..again...

Hey....
if anione noes cupcakes...
1 of my cupcakes had engage ryte...
1 of my cupcakes might fall in early marriage next year...

keep u updat..

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 2:37 PM

ONCE

For once, i may think i'm wrong..
but then again...nope... i'm right...
Right again.... People may think i'm insecure just because i kept changing bf...
But nope i'm not...
Well... it not that i want to keep changing one...
ya i noe i'm e play innocent bitch... but to the actual fact... i'm just using them...
I dont need them to survive cos i've been surviving on my own feet...
I just realised why so teenages doesn't owe a curfew...
Cause their parents trust them or isit b'cos the parents cant control them>?
Whatever... sometimes i just start minding people business..ya i noe...
but hey that not the point why i'm writing my blog today...

Believing that my fucking job is kinda bull-shit get me...
The pay i must admit is small...very very small...
okay... i just dont noe how i'm supposed to survive...

Everyday... i'm cracking my brains with ideas...
Trying... to figure things out...
that cause my headache frequently...

HEy, i'm a youth too...
Wanna be young lady therefore...
I want earn big...
making my own fucking FIGURES
but how?
any bitches ideas??

AH!!!...
my life is hell been control with timing...
i cant walk my way out cos i'm so called small...
but i want to prove them wrong that i'm NOT SMALL
i'm can be making big big figure...

help me prove them wrong...

Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 10:50 PM

simple life

haix.... It may sound simple to some people on the jobs i did and done....
But they forgot that my job holds a big responsibility that i have had to be super careful...
Recently, i had just overlooked a thing... and it cause a big fume trouble....
From a small price i overcharged the customer 10 times....
Until now... i can't let my mind at ease eventhough... my senoir cashier is looking into this matter....
Strange....
but it happen....
Small mistake turns BIG....
Yeah... i regret not paying a big attention to it...
but itx too late...to undone the things now....
I hope things settle fast...
Hmm...
should have relax more...
and take a chill pill...
I have to be early to work tomorrow...
No more fooling AROUND>...
NO MORE LATE COMING>>>>
HAIX>>.
life is never perfect...
but you are the one that turns it great....

>>i'm now into 2 person....<<

Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 12:50 AM

TIRED

If words could describe how tired i am.....
I have been working over at the IT show... at level 4 in the execbition hall...
well 1st day and the sales was already pumping in alot...
my whole body are fucking aching....
i can't believe it man....
damn it....
the 1st day... my both leg and foot were shouting at me...
2nd day.... my legs were crying...my shoulder was as if they were speaking to me...
and when i laid on my bed i can sleep.... as everytime i try to turn it hurt so much....
today... nothing that special... but my back yeah!!! fucking aching!!!
Tomorrow last day finally at the suntec...
haiz... and then i'm back to the AMK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss my hot milo...
wakakakakaka
and my hot tea tarik...
hehehehe
bull-shit right..

Tuesday, March 4, 2008 @ 8:25 AM

i just love it that way

I cant believe it...
every book of the novel is so wonderful...
i cry, smile and laugh as i read it...
i dont even mind reading it a few times...
they really touches me heart... no matter i already knows how the story goes..
it really have many meaning in those book...
Some ppl many think haiz it just a love story book but hey ppl are wrong...
those book make me a step closer to god... each time i hold those book i can feel happy and satisfied... it like happiness...
Every novel have different climax and the ending is always a very sweet ending...
no they dont live happily ever after...
but the ending shows that no matter how bad that person is in the end he/she will walk the same path to god and ask for forgiveness and those who feel god always testing them realised that god have written down a wonderful new chapter for them in the end...
Haix... i learn alot not only by reading those books ubt also when working...
when i'm at work... i cant run away from my favourite subject maths...
and when i'm reading my novel i could read all problems from those story and how they think of solution and always make me to think in many prospect...

hmm...
god is one of a kind.

@ 8:06 AM

novel is my passion...

My simple life can be rather complicated...
One moment i curse my own life and the next moment i'm thankful for all that happen...
eventhough it bad or good...
i kept this thing in my mind and kept going...
LIFE IS STORYBOOK THE AUTHOR IS GOD...
eversince i started work... i began to think of my future...
i know i could have walk the path to ite and my sucess but then i rather work than step into ite...
i dont noe what so bad but ite but i just hate it...
just hate it....
I'm currently happy with my work even though the pay is fucking small...
i will make use of every opportunity that comes in my way...
for me to study, learn but at the same time remain working as cashier...
haix... sometimes i just wondered why>>>why>>>why>>
but then i have nothing to lose...
HELP ME...MAKE ME....FORCe me......