Finally...
i'm able to do some minor shopping .... as in go out buy things...
or should i get it straight shoes!!
I'm super tired...
Aniwae alot of things have been happening this week...
Sweet memories and Sad.... It hard to describe those moment..
Last week, Tuesday was the last time i meet cyc... Damn i miss hym... dats for sure.
From Thursday to Sunday, I was at PC SHOW... Suntac city level 6..
Booth no.. i forgot...
The first 2 days i was there...
Yeah i admit very tiring but each tyme i saw ben the tiredness seem to vanish that's for sure..
But then on the third day... early in e morning he still treating me good..
All the sudden, he change... after A told hym that if he disturb me...if cyc saw he will get punch by hym.... then starting from that onwards he kept pestering saying... that
I can't concentrate, keep thinking about cyc....
Ben was lyk being an idoit... really... opps maybe he is an idoit........
he nvr realised that i have a feeling for hym... and i treasure every moment that i could see him..
but he act so different from atrium...
Ahx nevermind now itx over...
I draw the line out to hym.... I'm e cashier, u're e salesman...
we are nothing...
Then e last day, ben try to treat me good again... but i pretend i never saw hym... i ignored hyn totally... i sorry.. i were thinkin that maybe i would want to stay with hym but then i can't lor..
b'cos he really nvr trust...
so too bad...
Thank god
Cyc, have been there for me...
I know i could be an idoit at times but...i really worried if i 'm going to separate from cyc...
I have count and i actually have stick to cyc from march until now.....