Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 1:15 PM
it hard to understand smth that seem simple...
I need some advice..Please..
I really fallen for him(cyc). I dont noe if i can accept the fact tht he still care and dote on his ex-gf. Seeing him suffering and stress with his problems is the most painful thing. I dont noe if i should continue to be by his side..? should i?
There was times that i just wanted to slap his face to wake him up to reality but how???
Do you know that i love you?
I'm not 100% perfect gerl that you want but my feeling for you are real..
I been trying not to accept you in my heart for the past few months cause i'm afraid of making mistake and hurting everyone..
I'm more afraid of hurting my own heart...
Do you have feelings for me?
If no then why must you treat me real GOOD??
Each tyme u end a conversation say you will called me back again...
And i waited for your called... But you never called back...
Can i hate you? Can you please go away from my heart??
You will be in my heart. But will you stay?
*Smiles*
Each tyme e special ringtone rings i knew that it was you...
And i love the moment when you call.
Something stupid happen yesterday...
We have this so called magic bottle at work. All you need to do is think of a question and shake the bottle and pull a stick out....
i asked a question ytd.. "Will he msg me at exactly 11.00pm(e time i end wrk)?"
the stick keep saying "NO"
But at exactly 11.00pm i received a CALL from him instead...
hahahha
so he nvr msg me but called me instead... my heart feel lyk jumping when his name appeared on my phone...
heehehh
There was one part that he actually angry at me...
he say why i must always msg him early in the morning..
and it really get on his nerve cos he had to wake up when his phone ring and say sometimes he just feel lyk scolding me.... then i was actually sad when he told me that...
so i said okay lor then scold me lah if you want me to msg you...
and he replied you know that i wont scold you ryte?
then i say to him then lyk that i wont msg you animore lor...
after we end our conversation i text him soory and wont text him in e morning animore..
and he say... after eleven then msg him...
:) *will you stay?*
I really fallen for him(cyc). I dont noe if i can accept the fact tht he still care and dote on his ex-gf. Seeing him suffering and stress with his problems is the most painful thing. I dont noe if i should continue to be by his side..? should i?
There was times that i just wanted to slap his face to wake him up to reality but how???
Do you know that i love you?
I'm not 100% perfect gerl that you want but my feeling for you are real..
I been trying not to accept you in my heart for the past few months cause i'm afraid of making mistake and hurting everyone..
I'm more afraid of hurting my own heart...
Do you have feelings for me?
If no then why must you treat me real GOOD??
Each tyme u end a conversation say you will called me back again...
And i waited for your called... But you never called back...
Can i hate you? Can you please go away from my heart??
You will be in my heart. But will you stay?
*Smiles*
Each tyme e special ringtone rings i knew that it was you...
And i love the moment when you call.
Something stupid happen yesterday...
We have this so called magic bottle at work. All you need to do is think of a question and shake the bottle and pull a stick out....
i asked a question ytd.. "Will he msg me at exactly 11.00pm(e time i end wrk)?"
the stick keep saying "NO"
But at exactly 11.00pm i received a CALL from him instead...
hahahha
so he nvr msg me but called me instead... my heart feel lyk jumping when his name appeared on my phone...
heehehh
There was one part that he actually angry at me...
he say why i must always msg him early in the morning..
and it really get on his nerve cos he had to wake up when his phone ring and say sometimes he just feel lyk scolding me.... then i was actually sad when he told me that...
so i said okay lor then scold me lah if you want me to msg you...
and he replied you know that i wont scold you ryte?
then i say to him then lyk that i wont msg you animore lor...
after we end our conversation i text him soory and wont text him in e morning animore..
and he say... after eleven then msg him...
:) *will you stay?*
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Suriah
-Prefer to be known as ARIEL OR CUYA OR ANASYAH
-REACHING THE AGE OF 91 ON THE 27 JUNE..
-AS BEEN SINGLE FROM 2008
-BUT DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH A GUY
-BUSILY WORKING UNDER THE SWATCH GROUP AS A SALES PROMOTER
I'm always known to be very busy/lazy person to almost everyone
Unlike any other girls; i'm more to myself therefore i claim myself unsocialize person
But that doesnt mean i'm not friendly or lame and nonsence person..
I'm prone to talking crappy non-stop and being having a untamed tamper
I tend to be difficult and stubborn person.
wishlist: Grant me this will ya?
-Love and Care-Socialize me with the unknown world
-A trip to Paris(the effiel tower)i must say
-Finding my way through life
-Making Profit in a unbeatable form
-Walking a life of my own
-Hoping that he will love me
-A collection of newer fashion design
-A New Lappy(my own spoilt le) -A collection of HK
TILL THEN I GUESS
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