What been happening to me this month??
Have you ever wonder what it lyk to actually eat at some place tht e food look equally disgusting..."YUCKX!!!"

"e vegetables i had to remove out of my bowl and place it other side.. ouh gosh e rice my god... end up i only ate e chicken... haix... just my luck..."..
A little update for those who nvr saw me lyk ages tis is how i look lyk but hey it not going to last.. maybe this might be the very last entry me with tis hair style...




my very last picture i took atleast 1 week before the new hair style...
well i'll upload e new one sooner...in few days tyme...heehehhe

** who will not be happy if someone wait for them to end work eventhough indirectly but hell ya i super happy...then grab last minute "sweets" or should i directly say ICE CREAM in the middle of the night... haix but who cares.. as long i'm happy to see him..
Eventhough i know tht he's attached at other outlet but atleast i'm happy to know tht he still call and do send me little msg...
***i could have been more flirty bitch if i give out my no: to a malay dude who is superly damn CUTE and HOT.... but if only he got the gut's to ask me e no: w/out pushing his friends to ask me instead... then perhaps i would have let him get my no: so much for e hotness when u dont have e gut's...DUDE!!!
**** well but in e end who care... i only want hym..and i'm willing to give and sacrifices other guys to wait for hym...
Someone asked me what e point WAITING???
well... itx e happiness tht i have in me..each time i'm with hym....
I just love the new confident ME...
e day i knew hym...
it so much then THE BITCH me last tyme...

buzz off gerls

Today my off day again...
doing nth but slacking at home sleeping, cleaning, watch tv, reading my english story book...
I cant actually find any malay novel that attract my attention.. so i been stick to eng books ever since i know this very tall gerl named Sabrina... all thx to her i'm getting fond with eng books..
Cool or freak... i dont noe..
AnyWay, i just addeda song to this very2 pathatic blog...
itx " gu dan bei ban chio" (forgive me if i spelled it out wrong) if i'm not wrong e singer is lin yi chen... actually i wanted to get e song "e zuo ju zhi wen"..
But after hearing tis blog song for a while i just realised that this is the song i been searching for when i first heard it over at gain city when someone was playing tis song but i did not seem to managed to find it...
Recently, i caught myself into a missunderstanding with collegue..(opps not miss understanding) it not my fault like not totally... partially it was her who actually shout at me...
OMG... i nvr had or come across incharge or even manager or supervisor who shout at me...
AND fuck hell she's not anyone with any rank... she only e same status as i am only that she's more experience as only "1 yrs only experience" WHAT SO EVER...
after tht day i only talked when necessarily and i dont need help from snob...
haha..
Last but not least
I miss my friends really much.. miss talking and laughing at e jokes and talks..
haix but like usual i'm always e odd one out ryte... nevermind...
Okay... this year as usual i'm not really INTO raya.. and e only day i'm going raya is e 1st day...
i dont find it really tht great...
This MONTH...
i'm pampering myself into a second round of hair dye AGAIN...
and also REDO- PERMING again...
hehehe did i mention that i'm going to buy a spec cos i miss wearing them... but i still using contact lense... spectacles are whn i'm really LAZY to put on those contact lenses...
haix...
Okay that the end of my BLOGGING....

** I'm going to miss HYM for atleast 2 weeks... since he stuck attachment at other outlet.. he dont even know that i'm changing my hair style very soon..hehe...
OMG...i'm miss my god-sister real much...
please dont make me see her losing weight.. it makes me feel i'm gaining too much...***

*** i visited MCD tht day... and my ex-collegue say u gain quite a weight*****
is it too obvious... i was even skipping meals...
haix... skipping meal doesnt help ryte that how?? i dont want to end up lyk PIG>>>

Retail can be e most tiring thing you would one to think of for a job...
Lack of sleep, freedom, enjoymentand most importantly time...
Haix...
I trying to kept my own promised but for how long...idk.. as long as he single... i'll be around him but once he declared attached with someone...I'll be vanish in thin air....

2009 is going to be a stressful year for me... i'm still figuring out how i can handle my time..
why itx stressful? For all of ya to find out...

my love for him will nvr changed...
but if thr really someone out there able to chg tis love away...
much appreciate... cos i'm tired of stuck in a love life whr i nvr know e starting nor the ending