I tried to hide my fears behind those loose powder and keep on smilling like nothing ever matters.. At the same time i pause to think why it happen and how it happen...
I looked around me only to realised i felt it again... Where is all my so called friends...
they are busy with school and work and love that they forget friends...
Confused in my own minds just wishing i could talk to someone.. honestly the only thing i care about right now is figuring out what should i do with my life...
HAix...
I'm lost totally lost..
No-one to talk to... Cant help but keep asking what it's like to be so miserable..

Must i admit defeat... i can feel that defeat is coming my way...
OMG...
i can feel it really close to me...

I dont noe...
THe first few days it was heaven that u notice me...
then everything became a secret it may me tired of asking...
cos i nvr is important ryte...

hiax...
lost and confusd...so miserable life is

i'm too scared to stand up back if i fall again...

that why i rejected someone...
i know him almost more than a month...
it was nice to be with you... your joke and stuff
i'm sorry if i make u fall for me... i nvr intended that ways....
but i just can deceived my heart...
for i craving for only him...
I should have given u a chance...
i should have... ryte..

i dont noe for all that matter please dont hate me...
we still friends.