I wanted to regret what i did... but i can't push the blame to anyone...
It started from me.... I guess i was really born trouble maker...
Where ever i go i would caught myself in trouble again and again...
I realised everything was a disaster... i could nvr faced thje fact..
I felt so disgusted with myself what can i expect the most.... WORST SLUT EVER!!
Anyway, i knew that it nvr came to be a good point ever...
I was lost in my own life... No one to help me pull up myself... I had to stand up for myself...
March and April will be part of my hurt season for this year, what can i expect ryte...
When times like this i wanted someone to hold on to me...
Not to let me down
But my mistake shut my dearest away from my self...
How can i even pull up myself if someone i really love even turn me off...
How?
No choice...
I can only trust myself... to survive...
In those hard and those suffering moments....
No one can realised what mistake they did...
One have to learn from their own mistake... to avoid making the same one again...
It never easy to find someone who you really love...
If you do find the person you want to love and you really love. Dont ever let it go no matter what...
Fight all the way...
-every little moment you with them counts...
you will then realised how precious they are to you... when you feel how hurt you are to hurt them...
*Happiness is not only those times when you love them... Happiness can also those times when they are there for you....*