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Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 10:36 PM
Where are you?
Hey, i began to notice you on the 4th day of work.... i was reading my novel... when i heard a loud shout...
at the same time...the bus came... but at that point my eyes were on the couple...who arguing... and then realised u were looking at me... with your hands moving fast...with the psp...on the hand...
We were on the same bus... i noe.. and i could feel that i'm the victim of your eyes who were looking at me...
But u were 1 stop different from mine...
that makes no different actually...
cos i noted... notice that as u walk away frm the bus stop ....
you turn ur head few times.. looking into the bus....
well it happen again the next day...ryte...
but now... we are both out of sight...


Novel are my passion...
but to find my another side of my heart
i'm still searching.....

@ 10:19 PM
My little journey
My little journey began when i started work about alomst a week now....
Unbeliveable huh? well... at first i hate my sitting shaking leg jobs but then i love it...more and

more.... too many to learn and too many to be happy about...
but 1 thing for sure...
i love my simple job... eventhough the pay is fucking small i must say...
but i will work my way up just lyk i did before over at Mc Donalds....
well i still could do some online jobs ryte??
aniwae... i'm trying to cope my little finance problems...
and hope i done finishing my finance matter within 2 mths the maximum...
then i could at least enjoy my fucking little pay...

I have a whole list of shopping things that i wanted to buy... so therefore...
i need more much more money....
the more the better...actually...
haix....

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 12:36 PM
my life
It been days since i check my email and read my bestie blogs..
how i wish i was there at that tyme when they might need me... but now i'm busy with my work.. well at first it was damn fucking boring bt now it much more relaxing on weekdays cos i got nothing to do seriously... weekends are packed busy.. haix..
finally when i had all in my hand it seem so hard...
any way i'm tired and very very tired..
the journey is making me tired...
the bus trip and mrt trip ... you could say..
but anyway i began to enjoy it...
all of it...
from my manager...assistant manager who seem to be strict and fierce but really actually duh!!...
at first the salesman are looking at me as rookie...
then now everyone is joking and talking to me...
first it was the DI staff then it was the AV/HA staff hahahaa...
aniwae..
even the uncle and aunty at the coffee shop knows me...
okie...
ltr i need to go to the library to get some books for my journey...
i just realised that the book i stole frm my secondary school library 2 books actually... i end up reading them lyk 3 times already...
haix..
i just love to spend my times reading my books...
but make sure no-one to even distrub me...
cos i just want my time alone...

i love my self more than ever...

Thursday, February 21, 2008 @ 9:00 PM
Finally
After all the hard effort and e 1 mth unemployed ....
Finally i found myself a job as a cashier...
well dont ask me bout the price but i guess i have to work frm small ryte...
aniwae... the important thing is i've got a job..

Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 6:01 PM
My unfaithful life
I have been searching jobs like hell...but unfortunately until now...
there aint any available jobs for me... Well, I'm not choosey okie... I tried like almost every jobs that i could actually think of...
But maybe my luck just fading away...haiz..
I'm still not giving up and i learn a motto...
Never Say NO...
......
Finally i had broke off my relationship with him...
but i just wondering why and why do he still want to disturb my life...
I know how ppl felt when someone broke their heart...
but hey.... life still have to move on....... right??

To actually think that i have always given him wad he want...
but why bother saying all those promises and reminding me of your promises...
C'mon dont act fucking innocent infront of me when i even saw those marks on others..
You were messing around even before...
Accusing me and saying bad things behind my back would not help...
Cause those person who listen those bad things about me would never believe it if they knows me in person.... It so surreal...

Haix, life is nvr fair...
God have many ways to test someone patience...
and i noe that everything happen will have a reason...
God knows the reason...

Well...
I'm now... ariel anasyah..


Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 10:07 PM
whatever
THis is So not fair... Why should i be listening to you...
Now itx over between us...
i no longer want to be with you even though i do admit that i love you....

but i had to throw u back in my passed together with those black marks... no one shld noe... no one shld even heard it animore...
wad is done is the past... itx the history...
I'm no longer cuya...
she no longer exist...
Cuya is only known to te bestie not you (4th)
i'm now am Ariel Anasyah...

Whatever you think i used to be i'm not...
Now, what i care is more of my future.....
Why bother about love...
it can come slowly...

no more important is me....
ME...
ME
and only ME........

Thursday, February 7, 2008 @ 4:38 PM
I finally realised that i had enough of this nonsence....
i thought he understood me... but opps... i was wrong...

Hmm, lame juga aku terpaksa memikirkan hal ini, sedalam dalamnyer....
Aku tau keputusan yang aku akan buat ini bukanlah satu keputusan yang akan memuas kan
kedua dua pihak... tapi aku terpaksa...
Apa nak jadi lepas itu jadi lah....
Aku percaya bahawa jika niat aku baik allah akan mempermudahkan jalan aku...
malahan aku tau bahawa diriku telah terlalu byk dgn dosa...
sehingga aku berkata-kata.... apakah tuhan dpt memaafkan hamba nye ini???
sedangkan ibu bapa ku tidak dpt maafkan atau lupakan perkara yang berlaku...

Maafkan diriku,
Aku rasakan bagai membawa balak di bahuku....
Lalu aku cuba membuang nyer ke dalam air...
aku hingga sanggup memotong rambut ku....
malahan kini sering kali aku memohon maaf pada allah...
tapi nampaknyer... aku tetap tidak dpt larikan diriku...
apa yang terjadi telah menjadi mimpi ngeri dalam tidurku....
itu lah salah satu sebab kenape aku terpaksa meninggalkan mu...

Aku benci akan lelaki yang sering kali mempersoalkan cintaku...
seperti ingin mengatakan kepadaku bahawa ko tidak mempercayakan diriku,
cinta dan sayangku....
Maafkan aku... Ko telah membuat kesilapan besar untuk mempertanyakan soalan itu untuk ketiga kali....
dan mungkin itu akan jadi soalan terakhir yang akan ko mempersoalkan....
Aku telah cuba untuk memahami dan mengertikan perasan dan dirimu
malahan... aku gagal untuk bersamamu...
Kata2 manis yang ko kotakan kepada ku...telah seketika dulu buat diriku hanyut...
tapi...sekarang aku ketahui...
bahawa itu hanya lah janji manis mu....


Maafkan aku, kekasih...

profile: My Little Discreet

Suriah
-Prefer to be known as ARIEL OR CUYA OR ANASYAH
-REACHING THE AGE OF 91 ON THE 27 JUNE..
-AS BEEN SINGLE FROM 2008
-BUT DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH A GUY
-BUSILY WORKING UNDER THE SWATCH GROUP AS A SALES PROMOTER


I'm always known to be very busy/lazy person to almost everyone
Unlike any other girls; i'm more to myself therefore i claim myself unsocialize person
But that doesnt mean i'm not friendly or lame and nonsence person..
I'm prone to talking crappy non-stop and being having a untamed tamper
I tend to be difficult and stubborn person.

wishlist: Grant me this will ya?
-Love and Care
-Socialize me with the unknown world
-A trip to Paris(the effiel tower)i must say
-Finding my way through life
-Making Profit in a unbeatable form
-Walking a life of my own
-Hoping that he will love me
-A collection of newer fashion design
-A New Lappy(my own spoilt le) -A collection of HK

TILL THEN I GUESS
links: The escapes to the another side.

Sallie
Celeste
Zube
Radhy
Skina
Syasya
Muhii
Helmy
NJ
Lynaina
Wanie
Shaggy
Izzat
BaRoN

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