Once in a life time.

Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 11:40 PM

I found...

Finally... i found... NaNa...
my other cupcakes....
to keep you all update with her...
She's doing great currently single so you people can match-make her with your friends...
hahahahha...
She's finishing her ite probably by the end of this year....
but she predicted she might be repeating... so gals which her GOOD LUCK ON PASSING>..
yes... she working also where.... SECRET LAH...
hahahha...
So today...
Rakinah, Celeste, SyaSya... first day school at ite...
so how ladies good?

Ouh ya... so Zube & Radhy...
how poly like at RP...?
Sallie... how are you now?
starting school soon ryte?NERVOUS?
SAKINAH? where have you gone missing?
so higher nitec has begin ryte? how getting along good?

Well, it seem NISA & CELESTE go school together hhuh?
later dont gossip about me anihow ahx...
if not i eat both of you..
hahahah

For those who know bout C.Y.C...
yup, i'm close with him...
but no i'm not his steady girlfriend.....
so dont put words in my mouth...
i will admit if true...

Last but not least, gals i'm getting busy soon...
I'm taking up another job to have full control and stablise my finance...
so anything msg me : 93372190..

I'll try my very best to msg all my gals every now and then to keep in touch we you all okay....
OUH YA<<<< i'm no longer wearing purple contact lenses...
Itx hippie chestnuts now....

yeah...
I miss out Waniie in here....
will try to update bout her asap i got her latest update...
And ya...SyaSya... also...
and of course.... sakinah, celeste, sallie, zube, radhy, rakinah and helmy....

yeah!!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008 @ 8:44 PM

*what you should be expecting*

Everything that may seem simple are not....
Things that are so easy... is so much complicated to explain in "easy" words.
But you can't expect me to say or write everything here...
What the hell...
just received my pay and all the "F" problem came chasing me...
HAix...
If only i could just pause the time....
Even my salary have problem...
THEY SHORT PAY ME>>>!!!!!!!
whatever right...
itx not like i'm not use to it but it just that i need to clear my mini debt.. immediately...
SO please..... stop coming me for trouble....
Everytime... i talk, chat, msg, meet cyc...
it seem to release little of my tension for a while...
haix....
But itx seem that celeste doesnt like him...
well...
I give up.

Thursday, April 3, 2008 @ 4:34 PM

*a hard position*

Seeing other ahead of me put me a fix spot...
i can't believe that i'm left behind still taking my fucking bitch time towards sucess...
It funny how i could even planned and think of a way to waste my 1 year just like that or should i say 2 years...
If only i began earlier but it useless to regret now..
And like i was say that i should never regret after making a decision...
Talking about decision...
I have put my mind set again on 4 different courses that i want to pursue my small dream...
And the only thing i'm doing now is searching for the right place to pursue my little ambition...
I then realised that when i wanted to keep my simple heart shut...
that is when they came knocking at the small door...
Should i let them in...and stay or should i just close it...
Well i'm in a lost and confused position actually.....
I still have feeling for him... but i doesnt want to end up separating again...
While at the same time... i having a little feeling for c.y.c too...
So i told u i'm a messed now...
Why am i always in this kind of position...?
Should i kept both? or stick with just one?
i'm lost?
Sometimes i asked what do i have that you want?
"lost and confused"