Sunday, June 1, 2008 @ 11:56 PM
Complicated Heart
Is it hard for you to let me know what going on?
Sometimes i realised you took my for granted. When u need me around you; you appeared but if you have others with you, i'm nothing but an invisible person.
Don't you have heart? Can't you see what going on?
May i ask what you really want??
Why should i bother to wait and see you smiles to keep you happy?
When i suddenly become a saddist, i'm happy to see myself suffering. Oh My Gosh!!!
I've been dreaming to see myself HAPPY but till when???
Must i be the one waiting?
I'm coming 18th...in less than a mth.
I want to celebrate my 18th birthday with the one who i'm going to be with...
But now? HOW??
WHO? is my another piece??
CYC/BEN or who???
or maybe it fated for me to be single.
I have been SINGLE for almost 4 mths...
not because i can't find another guy but because i'm afraid to get hurt again.
Why bother? Anyway, who care right. The one who suffer is me not them.
Maybe it just a path that i had choose to walk on.
~ at times i just wish you could see ~
There was times when i dream of you
There was times when i wish you will come
There was times when i just wish you would understand...
But maybe you would just never realised that i wanted you to fill in the empty space in my heart.
When i felt that i should let you go and give others a chance to fill in my emptiness
you then felt those jealousy and began to check on me...
Cos you CARED FOR ME...
but when u know that i let others go to be with you...
you no longer bothered to even read my heart...
I dont get you...
I know you always the one to text, called my hp in the morning and also the last person to end my msg at night.
I know i nvr bothered to text and called you. because...
Do you know it hurt to wait for your reply that take forever
I love to send special text greeting to special people but then again
you told me you hate to received those thing and you cant even bothered to read them. But then u seem to know that i'm sad when u said those thing and you know how to heel those saddness.
When i asked you if i found another darling...then how?
you replied me saying you would congratulate me...
So will that make you happy then? but you say no?
and when i ask if you are not happy why would you congratulate me...
you never replied...
you just let those question in the thin air...
RUBBISH!! i want answer not making myself like a idoitic person searching for my own answer...
most of my question you nvr answer...
at times you just chg the topic...
my dear.. i want answer
~ Should i move on..Or should i wait even if it takes forever!!
ITX COMPLICATED HEART>>>>
you tell mi you're leaving.. and i just want you stay...
Sometimes i realised you took my for granted. When u need me around you; you appeared but if you have others with you, i'm nothing but an invisible person.
Don't you have heart? Can't you see what going on?
May i ask what you really want??
Why should i bother to wait and see you smiles to keep you happy?
When i suddenly become a saddist, i'm happy to see myself suffering. Oh My Gosh!!!
I've been dreaming to see myself HAPPY but till when???
Must i be the one waiting?
I'm coming 18th...in less than a mth.
I want to celebrate my 18th birthday with the one who i'm going to be with...
But now? HOW??
WHO? is my another piece??
CYC/BEN or who???
or maybe it fated for me to be single.
I have been SINGLE for almost 4 mths...
not because i can't find another guy but because i'm afraid to get hurt again.
Why bother? Anyway, who care right. The one who suffer is me not them.
Maybe it just a path that i had choose to walk on.
~ at times i just wish you could see ~
There was times when i dream of you
There was times when i wish you will come
There was times when i just wish you would understand...
But maybe you would just never realised that i wanted you to fill in the empty space in my heart.
When i felt that i should let you go and give others a chance to fill in my emptiness
you then felt those jealousy and began to check on me...
Cos you CARED FOR ME...
but when u know that i let others go to be with you...
you no longer bothered to even read my heart...
I dont get you...
I know you always the one to text, called my hp in the morning and also the last person to end my msg at night.
I know i nvr bothered to text and called you. because...
Do you know it hurt to wait for your reply that take forever
I love to send special text greeting to special people but then again
you told me you hate to received those thing and you cant even bothered to read them. But then u seem to know that i'm sad when u said those thing and you know how to heel those saddness.
When i asked you if i found another darling...then how?
you replied me saying you would congratulate me...
So will that make you happy then? but you say no?
and when i ask if you are not happy why would you congratulate me...
you never replied...
you just let those question in the thin air...
RUBBISH!! i want answer not making myself like a idoitic person searching for my own answer...
most of my question you nvr answer...
at times you just chg the topic...
my dear.. i want answer
~ Should i move on..Or should i wait even if it takes forever!!
ITX COMPLICATED HEART>>>>
you tell mi you're leaving.. and i just want you stay...
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Suriah
-Prefer to be known as ARIEL OR CUYA OR ANASYAH
-REACHING THE AGE OF 91 ON THE 27 JUNE..
-AS BEEN SINGLE FROM 2008
-BUT DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH A GUY
-BUSILY WORKING UNDER THE SWATCH GROUP AS A SALES PROMOTER
I'm always known to be very busy/lazy person to almost everyone
Unlike any other girls; i'm more to myself therefore i claim myself unsocialize person
But that doesnt mean i'm not friendly or lame and nonsence person..
I'm prone to talking crappy non-stop and being having a untamed tamper
I tend to be difficult and stubborn person.
wishlist: Grant me this will ya?
-Love and Care-Socialize me with the unknown world
-A trip to Paris(the effiel tower)i must say
-Finding my way through life
-Making Profit in a unbeatable form
-Walking a life of my own
-Hoping that he will love me
-A collection of newer fashion design
-A New Lappy(my own spoilt le) -A collection of HK
TILL THEN I GUESS
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