Once in a life time.

Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 12:10 AM

itx not fair..

I cant believe what i read and see on your very nick..
Why cant you just say it out to me? Why hide it? i dont care who but i just wanna know...
I can no longer kept this in... how long do you need me? Even there are ppl who told me tht you just playing with me... But i kept telling myself tht i trust and believe you... Ouh please dont make me like a fool...

:(
It hurts to say it out loud.
It hurts more to keep it inside.
Waiting for you to explain everything without me asking.. Why is it so complicated to understand. Why it is so difficult to give me a chance? oh, why? oh why?
Everyone around me is trying to avoid me from being with you..
They want me to stop meeting and thinking of be with you...
They does not want to see me getting hurt..
But why? oh why> Can't you just give yourself a chance to love somebody else..
Oh please oh please... help me to forget you. help me to stop missing you. stop wanting for you..and start treating you e same way i do to my casuall friends...
Each time i'm with...
my heart skip a beat and my mind when empty..
i llost my words... and my humour too...
i cant find things to say to you... but each time i part with you
i just want to turn around and be with you... It seem so much tht i wanted to do...
It seem so much tht i wanted to say to you... even if u just walked 5 step away from me...
i just cant take it to part with you...
Is this e kind of same feeling do you have? Or is this just nothing but ridiculous to you... I dont understand? Am i just being SIlly?
please do give me some sign...