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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 2:26 AM
at times when comfort is nt everything
I've been really down this weeks... Honestly, i have no idea WHY but i dont feel like telling anione what have happen...
I just need my time alone... without anione...
my tears kept flowing each time i realised the feeling of why i nvr afraid of death why i nvr really care if i'm god want my life tomorrow... cos it the same reason i always complaint to god to take away the pain from me...
which she is giving me...
each time i remember the pain, the same suffering the same heart paiN...
i just realised everything seem so clear like the first time i hate her...

Friday, January 9, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
harder than life..
I tried to hide my fears behind those loose powder and keep on smilling like nothing ever matters.. At the same time i pause to think why it happen and how it happen...
I looked around me only to realised i felt it again... Where is all my so called friends...
they are busy with school and work and love that they forget friends...
Confused in my own minds just wishing i could talk to someone.. honestly the only thing i care about right now is figuring out what should i do with my life...
HAix...
I'm lost totally lost..
No-one to talk to... Cant help but keep asking what it's like to be so miserable..

Must i admit defeat... i can feel that defeat is coming my way...
OMG...
i can feel it really close to me...

I dont noe...
THe first few days it was heaven that u notice me...
then everything became a secret it may me tired of asking...
cos i nvr is important ryte...

hiax...
lost and confusd...so miserable life is

Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 11:54 PM
hate me
i'm too scared to stand up back if i fall again...

that why i rejected someone...
i know him almost more than a month...
it was nice to be with you... your joke and stuff
i'm sorry if i make u fall for me... i nvr intended that ways....
but i just can deceived my heart...
for i craving for only him...
I should have given u a chance...
i should have... ryte..

i dont noe for all that matter please dont hate me...
we still friends.

profile: My Little Discreet

Suriah
-Prefer to be known as ARIEL OR CUYA OR ANASYAH
-REACHING THE AGE OF 91 ON THE 27 JUNE..
-AS BEEN SINGLE FROM 2008
-BUT DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH A GUY
-BUSILY WORKING UNDER THE SWATCH GROUP AS A SALES PROMOTER


I'm always known to be very busy/lazy person to almost everyone
Unlike any other girls; i'm more to myself therefore i claim myself unsocialize person
But that doesnt mean i'm not friendly or lame and nonsence person..
I'm prone to talking crappy non-stop and being having a untamed tamper
I tend to be difficult and stubborn person.

wishlist: Grant me this will ya?
-Love and Care
-Socialize me with the unknown world
-A trip to Paris(the effiel tower)i must say
-Finding my way through life
-Making Profit in a unbeatable form
-Walking a life of my own
-Hoping that he will love me
-A collection of newer fashion design
-A New Lappy(my own spoilt le) -A collection of HK

TILL THEN I GUESS
links: The escapes to the another side.

Sallie
Celeste
Zube
Radhy
Skina
Syasya
Muhii
Helmy
NJ
Lynaina
Wanie
Shaggy
Izzat
BaRoN

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